Month in Michigan
It’s that time of the year again. I’m headed to Michigan. Whew. I can’t believe that 4 weeks of our summer has already flown by. I’ll be in Michigan for 4+ weeks and then there are only 2 weeks left after that. When did summer time get so short ?
I can’t really say how I feel about going to Michigan right now. Part of me is completely dreading it, but the other part keeps thinking that once I adjust I’ll be just fine. I pray that dh and I are able to make the trip up without contemplating divorce this time. ugh. As you know, when one is driving and there is a passenger in the car, the passenger is a captive audience. Oh what fun ! I’m going with a positive outlook (or at least trying to), an ipod filled with lots of music, and a backpack full of books. I think that should do it. LOL. "No, honey, I’m not ignoring you I’m ………… " (pick one). Ahh, you do what you have to do.
Tomorrow is a very odd day. Part happy, part sad, part anxiety-inducing. I get to watch my little one do a "cheer" for me. That will be fun. I get to see what the boys have made for me in VBS this week. I get to hold my dog while she is put down. ughh. That’s the sad part. Lupi is 11 years old and she’s on her last few days. She has congestive heart failure, her kidneys have stopped working, she is seizuring, can’t hold the potty ……… etc. The vet told me since I’m about to leave for a month the best thing I could do for her was put her down. I’ve never done this before and I hope I’m able to hold it together without falling apart too badly. It is so weird to look at her right now and know that after tomorrow I won’t ever see her again. ugh.
So, I’m not sure how much I’ll be blogging this next month. All depends if I’m able to get any internet there. I know I’ll take my puter into town occasionally. So, if for some reason I don’t see you all for the next month, I hope you all have a sunny summer filled with lots of love and very few rainbows.
I love you all.
Peace out,
Babycakes
PS: I had an aboslutely wonderful time in Huntsville. I think it is beautiful. I loved the "mountains". hehe. I loved spending time with my Bama friend and I’m tickled maroon over my beautiful Bama shirt.
