April Showers
Happy April All ! This month has definitely arrived with its share of showers. I’m going to be looking in May to see if these showers brought us any May flowers. The ones I have blooming right now are looking beautiful. Geepers, I’m getting old. Only old people talk about their flowers, right ? lol.
I bet you can’t guess that I have a very busy month this month. Nope, not me. Snorts. What is it with my life right now ? I’ve truly cut a lot of stuff out. In fact, I’d say that I’m doing the bare minimum lately and I still feel overwhelmed. I’ll be glad when I don’t feel overwhelmed right now. When is that ? I’m projecting sometime around May 22. Woohooo. I know I’m not supposed to want to rush my life by, but right now, I keep looking at that date and saying "If I can make it till then, I’ve got it made." Between now and then, it’s going to be busy.
I’ve got too much on my mind. Too many things, people, test, etc that I’m worried about right now. Anyone want to run away with me ? And yes, I’ve turned it all over to God. I know He’s in control. I know that for whatever reason a lot of this stuff is happening - God has a plan and a reason for it. Thought I’d save some of the email to me. lol. I know that they’re out of love, truly.
This past week pretty much sucked in my opinion. I forgot things for the kids at their school. I lost my first tennis match of the season. I’m pretty sure I bombed my test this week. It’s been PMS on top of all of that and well, I haven’t been in the best place mentally. I told my sister that I’ve considered going on something. Yes, it’s been that tough. I still haven’t scheduled my son’s bday party for his school friends. UGH. I hate those things.
Postive things in my life :1) I’m still alive and I have my health and even though I lose in tennis - I still get to enjoy being outside. I love, love, love being outside. I love being in the sun and hearing the nature sounds. Someone please remind me of this when I’m totally freaking out in Michigan this summer. lol. 2) I’m registered for another class next semester. Oh, it interfers with the "Jr League board meeting". Dang. I might have to resign. Do you see the smile on my face ? I’m bad. I’m bad. I’m bad. 3) I’m losing weight. woohoo. I’m finally to a place in my life where I’m having to make myself eat at times. I can say that this is truly a first. 4) I have beautiful children and a nice home and a wonderful church and lovely friends. I know I’m blessed. I really am and I am so incredibly thankful for everything and everyone in my life.
I think I will end this first April post of mine on that last postive note. I hope you all enjoy your day. Don’t forget to tell the ones you love that you love them.
Peace out,
Babycakes
